It's a boy!

I have mixed feelings today.  I am so thankful that Heavenly Father has sent us another sweet spirit, but I thought for sure it was a girl.  So...I am obviously not as intuitive as I believed I was.  I had a hard day yesterday because I worry about raising a son to be able to grow up and take care of he and his own family.  I guess I don't quite understand the will of the Lord.  I am grateful that the baby is growing and healthy.  Dr. Healy says that he is going to stick with our first date, meaning the 4th of July!  What a day to celebrate!  I am happy that the little one is able to sit in the womb for a while yet.  I am not ready to have another little person to care for.  I must sound pretty rediculous, but I will get over all of it.  Let me clarify: I am not unhappy to have another son, I am just unhappy that I was so wrong.  So...I guess we will confirm in 4 weeks.  I hope that I can be a better mother when I see the ultrasound the next time.  Argh!  I hate when I do things that I certainly regret.  When all of the mothers out there who can not bear children wish they could have one son, I am sorry that I complained about having another!  I will have a better attitude today I promise! Now to find a name!  WOW!  That will be a chore!  Sending lots of love to all who read this!  Have a wonderful day!